Dreamboat Lollipop

I never thought i'd say this, but i miss the young people (fellow bloggers excluded cause i always miss you people). Its the one thing I haven't had the time to find in my new surroundings, ie. a new scene of like minded, hypocritical, self loathing, blah blah blahs like myself. Right now it seems i've thrusted myself into the abyss of the "Rat Race" thats consumes the "Adult World". As I read over that last sentence, I realize the word adult has become synomous with pornography, or maybe its just me. Anyhow, it is absolutely weird to start living the grown-up life. You know, dealing with trivial things like: Should I get a regular hem on my pants or a cuff?(i've been seeing a lot of cuffs lately.) Is it a scarf day in the city? Do I have my metro card or did I leave it at home?...FUCK!! Did I shit before subjecting myself to "stop and go" traffic on the highway? Should I try to get through regular traffic or pick up a few slugs and get on the HOV? Part of me misses the part of my life that really wasn't a part of "life". (wow, so many quote on quotes) DC is defintately all business and far removed from my more recent reality, aka Missoula. Which in retrospect feels more like a lucid dream, sometimes a nightmare, but all in all a fond experience to look back on. BTW getting a gov job is excruiciating. You have to remember and account for every detail of your past, which is very difficult if you spent the last 8 years of your life being stoned...whoops.